The world I've created for myself...

I sat in a custody hearing, and I felt the old me slowly evaporate through the pores of my skin.

Since I was 5 years old, I’d built my identity on what I could achieve and receive praise for: my grades, my looks, my accomplishments.

My path began in the medical field, where I saw woman after woman being anxious and frustrated. I saw them running on fumes, their bodies turning on them in ways that showed me predictable patterns.

They were born into a world where their power was diminished, exploited, and siphoned to appease the world of “earning”. I saw them struggle, but my hands were tied.

I then ventured into the realm of entrepreneurship and excelled, developing a multi-six-figure business. My personal brand quickly became recognizable and sought after. I served over a thousand women.

I was living in the city of my dreams, making tons of money, being pursued by men with fancy dinners and fine wine. I became a money-printing asset for my clients.

It seemed that I checked every box on the list of success.

And yet, I was chasing a life that still felt like it was missing something.

It was missing something fundamental that could never be filled with more money or accomplishments.

It was as I gathered myself back together after a heart-wrenching custody battle over my son that I understood this paradigm I took on wasn’t going to bring me an inch further.

I chased because I believed I had to earn more and more to be loved.

I had to be successful to be happy.

But there was no end to this pursuit.

It was a thirst that couldn’t be quenched.

Making money and buying all I wanted felt good in the moment, but after years of doing so, I felt like all the gold turned to ash in my mouth.

This sentiment was reflected in the women who came into my work. Women who seemed to have it all: the money, cars, men, jewels, clothes, vacations abroad. But they were often completely and utterly miserable inside. Or the women who came for more money, but their true desire was for something much larger, much deeper.

Their bodies begged for nourishment.

Their hearts desired a relationship with a man that their system was unprepared to have.

Their soul yearned for the type of sustenance only God can provide.

In a way, they were not unlike the women I encountered on my path as a doctor.

Because every woman comes to this Earth with a profound blueprint of wealth. Her desire for it is proof of its existence.

But wealth is not just money.

Wealth is:

Your health

Your relationships

Your finances

Your spirituality

Your freedom

True wealth is living a paradigm where you have all five - and that truth brought me to my knees.

So as the world around me came to a halt, I had to face the truth.

It was me.

I was called to discover the depths of true wealth, and it needed me to face the crevices of my heart protected by money and success.

I’d had enough.

I wanted to teach other women that there is a way to close the gap between the life they have and the life they yearn for without creating more depletion.

On the contrary, by experiencing vitality and love so deeply, they spill over into their financial wellness naturally.

But first, I had to do that for myself.

I went back to my family and stared down my triggers, my identity, and my “masculine” ways. I was empowered to break out of the paradigm that kept me in chains.

To understand the exact dynamics that held me back from the true life of milk and honey. From the heaven on Earth I was meant to live.

I learned to stay in my body in the toughest, most high-tension situations that pushed all my childhood buttons. Every day for 5 months straight, with the people who installed the buttons in the first place. (Whew, chile!)

It was an initiation. One that filled the empty space marked by the yearning for something bigger. The yearning for God and for Eros. Not in a dogmatic sense. In a way that His sweet nectar is poured into our bodies to soothe, to regulate, to renew.

I have never felt more centered, grounded, and light in my life.

I was able to enter a whole new paradigm and developed the way to guide women through their deepest and most gnarly attachments and triggers with their health, men, money, and God. To embody their raw, bold, devoted, turned-on WOMAN inside. To leap the gap from the Earning Paradigm to the Receiving Paradigm. The paradigm that opens them to full-spectrum wealth.

I made a promise to myself that I will become the guardian of respect for the masculine in men and the feminine in women. Of our connection to God and the magnificent ways we are made to steward the frequency of heaven on Earth.

This is the world I have created for myself, with God first. God is the thread that runs through it all and makes all the difference.

God was the missing piece that cannot be circumnavigated or replaced.

I made an unbreakable vow.

To live the way that honours my primal, tender, potent design as a woman.

To claim the fullness of my birthright: health, love, money, freedom, and God - woven into one life, the way they were always meant to be.

In Love,

Dr. S